Enemy / Buddy

Im juz not kind enuf to make my enemy to bcome buddy...
howeva... i dun hope my buddy to become my enemy oso..
tiz blog im not going to talk about myself...
juz i wanna said...
i know both of u actually can be very very close buddy..
howeva sumtimes both of ur behaviour juz too similar...
u like to make joke... he oso like to make joke..
actually u both knew it is juz a joke..
but sumtimes its juz too over n u both will take serious on it..
Im here juz to tell u both tht...
Actually u both juz the same kind of person..
You both are rily forgiveful and kind...
Juz sumtimes u feel tht he is angry at u..
And u feel tht he dislike u...
Come on..
You two can be best buddy juz nid sum tolerance...
As thr is so many similarities between both of u...
Dun make each others ur enemy..
I feel hard to handle it= =''
So.. Plz la... If u all are rily in plying mode i know de...
Dun make me sense the explosion...
It will hit me oso as it exploded... haha...
As u said to me be4.. enemy makes good buddy..
mayb u wanna make him ur enemy first..
I duno.. but as long as result in good buddy..
Juz be good buddy plz.. ^.^

o0o Reeson o0o 最好给人凸死...

A good day turns bad...
I wonder why bad thg keep on happen around me these days..
I had took in too much anger these few days...
Is it my point of view chg again?
I had been so long din having tiz kind of feeling..
Those days i cant bear wit many kind of thg but i had overcome it...
But now?
Is it im falling down? or the floor came up and smack on my face itself?
Tonight go for an event organize by CLS...
I can said it.. It is rily the worst and suck event i had ever been...
I get nth... No fun.. No joy.. No happiness..
But juz anger..
I wonder how can an event be organized but its juz so d@mn boring...
First of all.. it is about the punctuality..
The ticket wrote 7pm..
And i went thr... wait for omos an hour... i think it is about 7.55 only start..
OMG!!! The thg i most hate(waiting) happened at the begining of the event..
Howeva it is still not the worst...
Then.. We having an icebreaking section..
Oh Gosh... I can said tht..
It is rily a successful section..
I rily get burn up... and i think if thr is ice.. it will melt..
Start wit a stupid introduction...
den a fuking retard game..
a guy in a middle n aim for one ppl to hit..
b4 he hit u... u shout another guy name n den tht guy will aim for another guy...
It is already a stupid game...
Summore thr is an idiot in my team..
It make the game worse..
I wonder how can a ppl being such retard like him..
Is it God make him tiz way?
His mum born him tiz way?
Or his parents educated him in such way?
B4 u start at least u shud said tht guy name..
He juz turn n hit...
summore ON MY FACE!
The worse thg come on nxt...
Jack told him tht it's nt like tiz..
Then he retry...
I rily feel gonna tear him into pieces!!!
Hit me again!
STILL ON MY FACE!!!
juz now left side... now right side...
I most hate ppl hit my face..
Even no ppl dare to hit my face b4..
Even my parents... If they mumble or scold me..
Also wont more than 5min...
But YOU!!!Tiz idiot!
Hit me twice on my face...
At the moment i think everyone can feel tht the icebreaking section is so successful..
Coz i know tht everyone can feel me burns up in anger...
Then for the following games i juz try my best to get bak to myself...
But i just cant!
Everythg is mess up..
If i was in a good mood, i might feel tht the game is quite nice..
But at tht moment... nth will be fun for me..
Howeva i still try my best to do whteva dey wan in those stupid games..
Then at the time dey wan to cook 汤圆..
I went bak home...
I know the only way for me to release sum of my anger is through writing blog...
Thr is also another faster way...
If ltr tht idiot dare come inside my unit..
(He stay in the unit opposite my unit in ixora appartment)
And i will hit him wit broom or whteva wit my full strength..
I think hit twice will be enuf for me to feel better...

Thr is also another stupid thg tht guy do...
I rily rily wondering how can a ppl who studying in an university being so retard!
My fren name Royce in a group same wit me..
But i wonder no matter how many times Tht retard call him..
It wont be correct..
HE will said Rose Rone Rock Ross...
It juz so big different!
OmG!!!
Tiz guy is oredi being shit in my first impression...
Just seem on sumtimes he help my roommate on his quiz..
If not i wont even wanna talk wit him..
But now... For sure i wont talk wit him..
Such a retard...
He wont be my enemy as he is a retard n i wont take him as my enemy...
Coz if u see my previous blog(previous 2 year i think)...
The guy i keep on scolding is oredi one of my best fren..
I wont gib tiz chance to tiz retard..
凸 Reeson 凸
You Better Get Lost From My Eyesight..
Fuck Off!

最近的心情..- Two word to describe.. Fuck Up..

(I am not emo, I am juz naturally silence)
Tiz is a quite bad week for me...
My lovely hsmate had gone for their holiday and make me less of fun..
Tht day went out for movie wit a good mood..
Then, sumone is emoing..
I feeling so fuking no mood wit it..
If u are feeling emo, plz la u might stay at home n emo urself..
I had tried my jokes and making myself so stupid and u still being emo..
The most important thg is..
I rily felt tht emo is a disease..
It influenced me..
Haiz.. Thts end my good day which i wan enjoy being in world of Narnia..


The day after the movie, i saw a notes on FB..
It's about Alviss Kong..
I rily felt so sad for him..
And the news is still keep on posting by others...
Everytime i saw i will clik n see it all over again..
Then i will feel very down..
He is juz an unknown for me, for the first time i saw his notes..
I almost cried..(as i duno it is real onot)
When i saw news about him.. i rily cried..
I rily touched by him...
Although i quite disagree wit commit suicide..
I hope my fren who dislike he commit sucide juz keep it in ur heart and dun scold...
I felt very angry wheneva i saw ppl scolding him..
First, i think we rily should respect him as he oredi dead..
Second, although committing suicide is a not rily proper way to solve everythg..
Howeva i felt tht he is rily brave..
Did u all brave enuf to commit suicide?
If u all din.. den plz Shut ur Fuck Up..
i know it is a selffish n stupid way on commit suicide..
but i know tht i rily nid a lot of courage to do it..
If he rily din being hurted so seriously.. he wont be able to do it..
I wish tht frens around me wont having the same concept wit him
where he said "it is not devil bin fault... it is my decision, as thr is only love in my world"
Haiz.. tiz is another case tht make me feel down...


The last thg i wanna talk about is first impression...
After being half year in MMU, i felt i cant make fren wit ppl by the first impression he giv me anymore...
B4 tiz... whoeva giving me bad first impression i wont diu him..
and whoeva giving me good impression i will go n make frenz wit him..
howeva.. all these thg is rily fuck up..
Sum ppl juz like to being fake..
As time passes, they revealed their real face..
B4 tiz a guy who smoke n nvr think b4 he talk...
i rily dislike him..
but now i feel tht it is nth..
rily nth...
Better than sum ppl who hide up his tail..
I duno he sensitive enuf to feel tht thr are ppl dislike him other than me onot..
but if u dont now i tell u..
if u saw my blog i know u know tht guy is u...
A ppl who gav me good impression no matter he make me feel embarrassing in front of others i oso wont mind about it..
A ppl who gav me bad impression, even if he praise me..
i oso felt tht he is so fucking fake..
Now, i wont depend on the first impression ppl gav..
but the impression he gav me after we are fren..
Nth to said oredi...
juz feeling so fuck up..

Hope u Can Feel Tht I Dislike Eu~

如果你在3年前认识我, 你这种pattern只有两种下场...
1. 你会被我玩到惨..
2. 我不会去吊你,管你要死还是怎样..
不懂这是你的幸运还是我的不幸..
你最好祈祷我不会回到过去..
不管怎样...目前我还是忍得下去..
不过我知道过度压抑很不好..
因为通常我一爆发... 一定是疯狂...
虽然你不可能会看我的部落格,不过,
我还是衷心地为你祈祷..

哇!忙啊~紧张啊~

好累啊~
最近都好忙哦...
在忙些什么呢?
一个很恶心的戏剧~
midterm考试又来临~
还有一大堆的assignment及quiz...
英文还有一个1000个字的缩写要做...
MUET也差不多来了(不过也没什么可以准备呱~)
哎呀,看起来真的是应该很忙的...
可是我却好像还是蛮悠闲的感觉...(内心却十分不安啊)
算了吧...
明天表演完戏剧就好好准备midterm吧...(应该说今天bcoz now is 2.20am)
最近最开心的应该是我已经厌倦了我的网上游戏(maple)...
所以我多出了许多的时间去上网聊天及在部落格上写下心情...
(就是还没温习)
哈哈...
不过算了,最近心情的确是有好转...
希望这次的midterm可以考好,就不需要像上sem那样...
过了final,出成绩的期间一直提心吊胆的...
可是期望还只是期望...
感觉还是没什么决心去改变...
>"<
夜已深,我亦累了...
这次就这么多吧^.^

再次回到部落格

那么久没在部落格上分享心情了...
回首往事~
以前确实是有点幼稚及冲动...
已经一年 了,
我也上了大学~
怎么说呢?
第一个SEM就感觉~
就是很喜欢大学的生活,
很开心能上大学之后才工作...
可是看来生活虽然开心可是还是会有烦恼...
开始觉得好像应该努力了...
别缺席,别懒惰~
可是最近做什么都觉得力不从心的感觉...
连看个综艺节目...
很好笑,我也笑了...
可是还是没有一种开心的感觉...
不过还好,还可以跟朋友及HSMATE们一起打发时间...
希望心情能慢慢好转吧!
因为现在竟然连打GAME的心情也没了~
^.^不过最近听回刘明湘在超级星光大道唱的"I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT"
虽然歌曲伤感可是我却能让我的心情舒畅...
也想不到还可以写些什么了...
这次就这样吧!
希望以前一起写部落格的朋友也可以继续分享你们近来的生活与心情~