tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70411578518030378142011-09-15T04:03:30.213+08:00强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.comBlogger201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-12820975115949325862010-12-18T18:56:00.002+08:002010-12-18T19:08:38.035+08:00Im juz not kind enuf to make my enemy to bcome buddy...<br />howeva... i dun hope my buddy to become my enemy oso..<br />tiz blog im not going to talk about myself...<br />juz i wanna said...<br />i know both of u actually can be very very close buddy..<br />howeva sumtimes both of ur behaviour juz too similar...<br />u like to make joke... he oso like to make joke..<br />actually u both knew it is juz a joke..<br />but sumtimes its juz too over n u both will take serious on it..<br />Im here juz to tell u both tht...<br />Actually u both juz the same kind of person..<br />You both are rily forgiveful and kind...<br />Juz sumtimes u feel tht he is angry at u..<br />And u feel tht he dislike u...<br />Come on..<br />You two can be best buddy juz nid sum tolerance...<br />As thr is so many similarities between both of u...<br />Dun make each others ur enemy..<br />I feel hard to handle it= =''<br />So.. Plz la... If u all are rily in plying mode i know de...<br />Dun make me sense the explosion...<br />It will hit me oso as it exploded... haha...<br />As u said to me be4.. enemy makes good buddy..<br />mayb u wanna make him ur enemy first..<br />I duno.. but as long as result in good buddy..<br />Juz be good buddy plz.. ^.^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-1282097511594932586?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-22455043255866054362010-12-12T23:25:00.002+08:002010-12-13T00:08:53.143+08:00A good day turns bad...<br />I wonder why bad thg keep on happen around me these days..<br />I had took in too much anger these few days...<br />Is it my point of view chg again?<br />I had been so long din having tiz kind of feeling..<br />Those days i cant bear wit many kind of thg but i had overcome it...<br />But now?<br />Is it im falling down? or the floor came up and smack on my face itself?<br />Tonight go for an event organize by CLS...<br />I can said it.. It is rily the worst and suck event i had ever been...<br />I get nth... No fun.. No joy.. No happiness..<br />But juz anger..<br />I wonder how can an event be organized but its juz so d@mn boring...<br />First of all.. it is about the punctuality..<br />The ticket wrote 7pm..<br />And i went thr... wait for omos an hour... i think it is about 7.55 only start..<br />OMG!!! The thg i most hate(waiting) happened at the begining of the event..<br />Howeva it is still not the worst...<br />Then.. We having an icebreaking section..<br />Oh Gosh... I can said tht..<br />It is rily a successful section..<br />I rily get burn up... and i think if thr is ice.. it will melt..<br />Start wit a stupid introduction...<br />den a fuking retard game..<br />a guy in a middle n aim for one ppl to hit..<br />b4 he hit u... u shout another guy name n den tht guy will aim for another guy...<br />It is already a stupid game...<br />Summore thr is an idiot in my team..<br />It make the game worse..<br />I wonder how can a ppl being such retard like him..<br />Is it God make him tiz way?<br />His mum born him tiz way?<br />Or his parents educated him in such way?<br />B4 u start at least u shud said tht guy name..<br />He juz turn n hit...<br />summore ON MY FACE!<br />The worse thg come on nxt...<br />Jack told him tht it's nt like tiz..<br />Then he retry...<br />I rily feel gonna tear him into pieces!!!<br />Hit me again!<br />STILL ON MY FACE!!!<br />juz now left side... now right side...<br />I most hate ppl hit my face..<br />Even no ppl dare to hit my face b4..<br />Even my parents... If they mumble or scold me..<br />Also wont more than 5min...<br />But YOU!!!Tiz idiot!<br />Hit me twice on my face...<br />At the moment i think everyone can feel tht the icebreaking section is so successful..<br />Coz i know tht everyone can feel me burns up in anger...<br />Then for the following games i juz try my best to get bak to myself...<br />But i just cant!<br />Everythg is mess up..<br />If i was in a good mood, i might feel tht the game is quite nice..<br />But at tht moment... nth will be fun for me..<br />Howeva i still try my best to do whteva dey wan in those stupid games..<br />Then at the time dey wan to cook 汤圆..<br />I went bak home...<br />I know the only way for me to release sum of my anger is through writing blog...<br />Thr is also another faster way...<br />If ltr tht idiot dare come inside my unit..<br />(He stay in the unit opposite my unit in ixora appartment)<br />And i will hit him wit broom or whteva wit my full strength..<br />I think hit twice will be enuf for me to feel better...<br /><br />Thr is also another stupid thg tht guy do...<br />I rily rily wondering how can a ppl who studying in an university being so retard!<br />My fren name Royce in a group same wit me..<br />But i wonder no matter how many times Tht retard call him..<br />It wont be correct..<br />HE will said Rose Rone Rock Ross...<br />It juz so big different!<br />OmG!!!<br />Tiz guy is oredi being shit in my first impression...<br />Just seem on sumtimes he help my roommate on his quiz..<br />If not i wont even wanna talk wit him..<br />But now... For sure i wont talk wit him..<br />Such a retard...<br />He wont be my enemy as he is a retard n i wont take him as my enemy...<br />Coz if u see my previous blog(previous 2 year i think)...<br />The guy i keep on scolding is oredi one of my best fren..<br />I wont gib tiz chance to tiz retard..<br />凸 Reeson 凸<br />You Better Get Lost From My Eyesight..<br />Fuck Off!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-2245504325586605436?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-51160276506179033772010-12-10T20:09:00.004+08:002010-12-10T20:36:46.906+08:00(I am not emo, I am juz naturally silence)<br />Tiz is a quite bad week for me...<br />My lovely hsmate had gone for their holiday and make me less of fun..<br />Tht day went out for movie wit a good mood..<br />Then, sumone is emoing..<br />I feeling so fuking no mood wit it..<br />If u are feeling emo, plz la u might stay at home n emo urself..<br />I had tried my jokes and making myself so stupid and u still being emo..<br />The most important thg is..<br />I rily felt tht emo is a disease..<br />It influenced me..<br />Haiz.. Thts end my good day which i wan enjoy being in world of Narnia..<br /><br /><br />The day after the movie, i saw a notes on FB..<br />It's about Alviss Kong..<br />I rily felt so sad for him..<br />And the news is still keep on posting by others...<br />Everytime i saw i will clik n see it all over again..<br />Then i will feel very down..<br />He is juz an unknown for me, for the first time i saw his notes..<br />I almost cried..(as i duno it is real onot)<br />When i saw news about him.. i rily cried..<br />I rily touched by him...<br />Although i quite disagree wit commit suicide..<br />I hope my fren who dislike he commit sucide juz keep it in ur heart and dun scold...<br />I felt very angry wheneva i saw ppl scolding him..<br />First, i think we rily should respect him as he oredi dead..<br />Second, although committing suicide is a not rily proper way to solve everythg..<br />Howeva i felt tht he is rily brave..<br />Did u all brave enuf to commit suicide?<br />If u all din.. den plz Shut ur Fuck Up..<br />i know it is a selffish n stupid way on commit suicide..<br />but i know tht i rily nid a lot of courage to do it..<br />If he rily din being hurted so seriously.. he wont be able to do it..<br />I wish tht frens around me wont having the same concept wit him<br />where he said "it is not devil bin fault... it is my decision, as thr is only love in my world"<br />Haiz.. tiz is another case tht make me feel down...<br /><br /><br />The last thg i wanna talk about is first impression...<br />After being half year in MMU, i felt i cant make fren wit ppl by the first impression he giv me anymore...<br />B4 tiz... whoeva giving me bad first impression i wont diu him..<br />and whoeva giving me good impression i will go n make frenz wit him..<br />howeva.. all these thg is rily fuck up..<br />Sum ppl juz like to being fake..<br />As time passes, they revealed their real face..<br />B4 tiz a guy who smoke n nvr think b4 he talk...<br />i rily dislike him..<br />but now i feel tht it is nth..<br />rily nth...<br />Better than sum ppl who hide up his tail..<br />I duno he sensitive enuf to feel tht thr are ppl dislike him other than me onot..<br />but if u dont now i tell u..<br />if u saw my blog i know u know tht guy is u...<br />A ppl who gav me good impression no matter he make me feel embarrassing in front of others i oso wont mind about it..<br />A ppl who gav me bad impression, even if he praise me..<br />i oso felt tht he is so fucking fake..<br />Now, i wont depend on the first impression ppl gav..<br />but the impression he gav me after we are fren..<br />Nth to said oredi...<br />juz feeling so fuck up..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-5116027650617903377?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-45956593500292796452010-12-05T15:23:00.002+08:002010-12-05T15:27:21.379+08:00如果你在3年前认识我, 你这种pattern只有两种下场...<br />1. 你会被我玩到惨..<br />2. 我不会去吊你,管你要死还是怎样..<br />不懂这是你的幸运还是我的不幸..<br />你最好祈祷我不会回到过去..<br />不管怎样...目前我还是忍得下去..<br />不过我知道过度压抑很不好..<br />因为通常我一爆发... 一定是疯狂...<br />虽然你不可能会看我的部落格,不过,<br />我还是衷心地为你祈祷..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-4595659350029279645?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-15319625307684042592010-11-03T02:10:00.003+08:002010-11-03T02:30:15.715+08:00好累啊~<br />最近都好忙哦...<br />在忙些什么呢?<br />一个很恶心的戏剧~<br />midterm考试又来临~<br />还有一大堆的assignment及quiz...<br />英文还有一个1000个字的缩写要做...<br />MUET也差不多来了(不过也没什么可以准备呱~)<br />哎呀,看起来真的是应该很忙的...<br />可是我却好像还是蛮悠闲的感觉...(内心却十分不安啊)<br />算了吧...<br />明天表演完戏剧就好好准备midterm吧...(应该说今天bcoz now is 2.20am)<br />最近最开心的应该是我已经厌倦了我的网上游戏(maple)...<br />所以我多出了许多的时间去上网聊天及在部落格上写下心情...<br />(就是还没温习)<br />哈哈...<br />不过算了,最近心情的确是有好转...<br />希望这次的midterm可以考好,就不需要像上sem那样...<br />过了final,出成绩的期间一直提心吊胆的...<br />可是期望还只是期望...<br />感觉还是没什么决心去改变...<br />>"<<br />夜已深,我亦累了...<br />这次就这么多吧^.^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-1531962530768404259?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-4173193889034344862010-11-01T15:26:00.003+08:002010-11-01T15:48:42.384+08:00那么久没在部落格上分享心情了...<br />回首往事~<br />以前确实是有点幼稚及冲动...<br />已经一年 了,<br />我也上了大学~<br />怎么说呢?<br />第一个SEM就感觉~<br />就是很喜欢大学的生活,<br />很开心能上大学之后才工作...<br />可是看来生活虽然开心可是还是会有烦恼...<br />开始觉得好像应该努力了...<br />别缺席,别懒惰~<br />可是最近做什么都觉得力不从心的感觉...<br />连看个综艺节目...<br />很好笑,我也笑了...<br />可是还是没有一种开心的感觉...<br />不过还好,还可以跟朋友及HSMATE们一起打发时间...<br />希望心情能慢慢好转吧!<br />因为现在竟然连打GAME的心情也没了~<br />^.^不过最近听回刘明湘在超级星光大道唱的"I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT"<br />虽然歌曲伤感可是我却能让我的心情舒畅...<br />也想不到还可以写些什么了...<br />这次就这样吧!<br />希望以前一起写部落格的朋友也可以继续分享你们近来的生活与心情~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-417319388903434486?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-34271579423056196672009-09-07T20:38:00.002+08:002009-09-07T21:00:00.036+08:00今天做了件开心的好事...<br />帮人家融化了两人之间的冰山...<br />懂得帮人自己却做不到...<br />是自尊心作祟吗??<br />应该吧...<br />从小的事大多都记忆模糊...<br />只对丢脸的事情记忆犹新...<br />常常发呆还会不禁回忆起来...<br />更悔恨自己的所做所为...<br />还会不禁打起自己的头...<br />他...当众让我丢脸...<br />而且是不能以笑置之的那种...<br />想起就非常地气!!<br />一度想要原谅他...<br />但又被他的行为放弃了这个念头...<br />现在的他好像玩具似地被人玩弄是我导致的吗?<br />还是以前就这样了只是我没注意到...<br />一度地可怜他...<br />但又被想报复的心情盖过去了...<br />自尊真的重要吗??<br />可是一个人没有自尊又算是什么??<br />是应该把握最后一年的机会...<br />还是等待时间逝去等到不会再跟他有交际的日子?<br /><br />朋友们给我出点意见吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-3427157942305619667?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-58977435798086944232009-09-01T18:02:00.002+08:002009-09-01T18:07:27.575+08:00考试周...<br />做什么事总觉得没心情...<br />烦恼啊!<br />消失吧...<br />发现我跟他好像没什么聊天了...<br />短讯也没传...<br />发生了什么吗?<br />吵架了吗?<br />什么都没有啊...<br />只是单纯地觉得距离越来越远...<br />彼此之间没有共同的话题...<br />想跟你聊天也不懂该说什么...<br />就这样不见了吗?<br />以前的友好...<br />纳闷啊...<br />不懂该做些什么...<br />还是让它顺其自然比较好吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-5897743579808694423?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-9237821786322062652009-05-31T23:55:00.002+08:002009-06-01T00:17:59.352+08:00HALO...好久没写BLOG了咯...<br />最近啊...考完试脑中浮现了一些小时侯的记忆...<br />我从小到大的记忆相当模糊...<br />大概有的就是从小学开始的回忆吧...<br />可是在那之中我并找不到美好的回忆...<br />我有的是那个可笑的烧垃圾桶...<br />那个莫名其妙的在警局报案...<br />还是告.......<br />许许多多的家庭内不好的回忆我想忘都忘不了...<br />可是没关系...<br />现在的我还是可以好好地生活...<br />我不说也没人懂我曾经发生什么家庭问题...<br />不过最近有个好友很烦恼一些人与人之间的问题...<br />其实要解决问题我也不大会...<br />因为我自己的家人的关系都有点复杂啊...<br />其实我也很想帮我的好友的...<br />可是,怎样帮??<br />我真的不会...<br />我不敢擅自去解决...<br />因为解决得到当然好,要是情况更糟呢??<br />我觉得是不是因该勇敢说出自己心理的话给对方听呢?<br />可是这对我来说是最难做到的...<br />真诚,真心,坦白...<br />那有多难...<br />因为我自己也信错过人...<br />变得好多疑...<br />好难好难去认为我们说的他们真的不介意??<br />HAIZZZ... 谁又能给我些意见??<br />我也快透不过气了吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-923782178632206265?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-88951077597369734002009-03-27T15:07:00.002+08:002009-03-27T15:18:18.015+08:00哇...一切变成因为我没有合作?<br />我不想给予合作?<br />所以FORUM的进度变成今时今日酱?<br />我确实是想参加的... 然而...<br />进度酱慢就是我不愿意给予任何合作吗?<br />一个星期漫长的假期...<br />你又做了什么?<br />我们假期为什么只讨论到那么一点点...<br />我们为什么只有一天可以讨论...<br />为什么那一天只是随便随便地讨论?!<br />都是因为你!!!<br />你有原因只能在一天讨论就等于你没错?<br />我因为昨天打球太累又有点发烧而隔天没上课...<br />没办法讨论到就是我的错?!<br />就因为这一天酱我不合作?<br />讨论那天自己玩到那么迟才来讨论,你没错!!!<br />搞得今天这种那么急的局面,你也没错!!!<br />这一切错都是我...<br />你是比圣人还要厉害的,一定没错!!!<br />错就错在...<br />我,没权没势...<br />我,不肯合作...<br />我,贪玩懒散...<br />全部都是我错!!!<br />可以了吗?<br />你自己想啦!全是我的错是吗?!<br />还想来责怪我?!<br />自己检讨了才来骂啦...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-8895107759736973400?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-67238662764448344042009-03-20T10:46:00.002+08:002009-03-20T10:56:52.925+08:00哎呀...昨天有了相当不错的一天...<br />至少是我这个假期过过最满足的一天...<br />去看了戏,唱了歌...<br />那一天真的过得很开心...<br />不过我好像做了好多次的电灯炮...<br />等待时间进去GREEＮ　ＢＯＸ...<br />看着前面两个想勾肩搭背却不好意思．．．<br />进去时．．．又和另一对在同一个箱里．．．<br />（因为开了两个箱而很多人去了另一个）．．．<br />好尴尬．．．<br />在巴士上又有两个人在前面相当亲密无间．．．<br />哎呀，不小心破坏了气氛．．．<br />真的很抱歉哦．．．<br />对于那两对情侣啊．．．<br />下次我会做得更好（是更醒目）．．．<br />哈哈．．．<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-6723866276444834404?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-15296173768824142072009-03-17T23:22:00.002+08:002009-03-17T23:36:46.492+08:00哎呀...好像很久没写部落格了...<br />哈哈...<br />自己也搞不懂自己在做什么...<br />不过很肯定的是我的中五的月考完了...<br />放假放到一半了...<br />我在星期一有了一段又可怕又开心的旅程...<br />SKYTREX...<br />我的天啊... 回想起来其实并不恐怖...<br />在巴士上也闹出了不少笑话...<br />(C: Eh jangan berdiri ah... Nanti bas jalan you jatuh saya tak tau apa akan berlaku...<br />CIKGU: Kenapa you tak tau? youkan nampak?)<br />大概是酱...哈哈...<br />在SKYTREX时只是发生了一件小意外...<br />飞滑过去另一棵树的时候...<br />啊!!!<br />眼镜慢慢滑落...<br />怎么办???<br />我用了我最爱的嘴...<br />哈哈...<br />成功却狼狈地救到我的眼镜...<br />我一关一关地过了...<br />被吓得魂都差不多飞光了...<br />不过很开心顺利地完成任务...<br />不爽的是放假却有那么多的补习...<br />闷死了...<br />真的每次放假就想开学,开学就想放假...<br />哎呀...纳闷...<br />今天很开心的解决了一个有点让我烦恼的问题...<br />就是有点BLUR的心情啊...<br />开心...纳闷...忙碌...<br />哈哈...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-1529617376882414207?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-68620353851127314752009-03-08T10:40:00.003+08:002009-03-08T11:19:09.734+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;">我真的就是酱吧...<br />酱不懂如何去更父母沟通...<br />酱不知好歹地只会要求...<br />酱不知什么是尊重...<br />在和朋友沟通上确实和以前有着明显的进步...<br />不过总觉得与长辈们会有一条沟...<br />因为他们都不能错...<br />可是对于我爸爸我只有抱歉...<br />对我来说...真的很少跟他说话...<br />每次一开口就是要钱了...<br />要手机...要电脑...<br />要修理这个...修理那个...<br />要衣服...要书包...要加多点零用钱...<br />除了这些都好像没什么了...<br />而对于他多年的恶习(抽烟)更是讨厌...<br />心情好就不大理睬...心情差就一直摆黑脸...<br />从来没有开口劝过...<br />只要他一说我什么...<br />语气没有很差,可是不懂做么...<br />我对他一定是不礼貌...不客气...不尊重...<br />对与我妈妈...<br />话是比较多可是都是无关紧要的...<br />从来没有想过跟她谈自己...谈朋友...谈学校...<br />而我向妈妈拿的也是钱而已...<br />想要钱去喝茶...去旅行...去玩...<br />从来都没有说过半句感激的话...<br />自己更是差劲...<br />对她的劝告会不理不睬...<br />她骂人时更是不让她牵扯到我...<br />只要骂妹妹时说到*你们...........(骂人的话)*<br />你们这两个字就能让我火...<br />虽然知道意不在骂我...可是就是火...<br />对于帮忙作家务有时是很勤劳因为心情好...<br />可是讨厌在人家真的很忙的时候还要作...<br />更讨厌人家明明有认真作了...<br />可是...有时却会骂说都没好好作...<br />真的很讨厌...很气人...<br />在更父母之间的沟通真的只有两个字...<br />没辄...<br />我自己的疑心更是有点重...<br />没事都会在那儿胡思乱想...<br />像最近跟L说了那个秘密...<br />他说没关系...真的没关系...<br />一直到今天我自己都觉得怪怪的...<br />真的没关系?<br />希望吧...<br />可能真的是自己有疑心病吧...<br />他人真的不错...希望没什么...<br />真的很想不去胡思乱想...可是就是会这样...<br />每次做了不知该不该做的事就会酱...<br />一直去想...一直敲头...纳闷啊!!!<br />不过讲真的...既然我信任他人...<br />真的不需去想太多了是吗?<br />不管那个人是不是介意...<br />真的不懂啦...这几天又是周末...<br />希望在学校见面...讲话...聊天时都不会怪就好...<br />我会胡思乱想不是不信任他而是太在意了...<br />太在意会不会失去那么好的一位好友...<br />讲到对朋友我真的就是酱...<br />在我的眼里...<br />我确实让女性朋友比男性朋友有更好的待遇...<br />因为女生确实是要好好对待的...<br />可是情人一定会比任何一位朋友重要...<br />但在我心中好友是第一位...<br />我也不明白自己的家人在哪里...<br />真的好友比我家人还了解我吧...<br />我只能那样说了...<br />在朋友眼中可能确实我对女生是比较好...<br />这点我是承认的...<br />不过真的对我而言...<br />一人一生中能有几个知心好友...<br />当你看到时确实是要珍惜的吧...<br />我对我自己的认识可能写到这就没了...<br />对某些人来说可能只是那么一点点...<br />可是我真的不知在何时开始慢慢认识自己...<br />对我来说真的已经很多了...<br />再过1天就考试了....<br />还没开始读啊...<br />真的有点懒...不过会努力改变的...<br />所以啊...我的部落格可能会停写一个星期了...<br />记得要继续FOLLOW ME...<br />哈哈...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-6862035385112731475?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-28025900400944221712009-03-07T21:29:00.003+08:002009-03-07T22:15:31.642+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">原本很想写<我就是酱(3)>的...<br />不过昨天发生了一件事...<br />让我慢慢思考我的好友其实不少的...<br />只是我都没什么努力维持关系...<br />在初中一的时候啊...<br />就只他(FENG)是我的小学同学(跟我同班)...<br />大多数都在第一班,因为我们迟入学所以不同班了...<br />其实我以前就是一个很懒惰的人了...<br />不过真的是近朱者赤,近墨者黑啊...<br />ZF是一个很有上进心的人...<br />跟懂得与人沟通...<br />因为长期跟着他,我也开始会勤劳了(对我来说考试前会复习就算很好了因为从来没有复习过)...<br />在努力之下...第二年终于和以前的朋友们同班了...<br />不过已经错失了那美好的初中一...<br />那是我的遗憾...<br />不过没关系...我相信在初中二的日子也制造出不少回忆)...<br />只是现在好像没有和他有以前那样一直在一起谈天了...<br />可能因为我还是那么没上进心...<br />和他比起来...<br />我还是很差哦...<br />希望我与他(LUN)的友情只会越变越好吧...<br />如果之前我的每片部落格都有在看的话...<br />相信一定知道我中二时是很暴的...<br />就在中二我也被我小学的一位朋友友改变...<br />他的忍耐...他的乐观...他的脾气真的是一流啊...<br />也多亏有他...让我在这些年更加平易近人了...<br />所以啊...这个故事就算要我写几次都不会闷的...<br />因为我真的很谢谢他...<br />而这篇部落格让我有想写的感觉也是他...<br />因为昨天我对他坦诚了在我心里的秘密...<br />希望他真的不会在意...<br />我在这份友谊上付出了时间...信任...和勇气...<br />希望不会因为那件事就这样让我们的友情烟消云散...<br />我真的很高兴也很珍惜你这一位好友的...<br />以前的我除了脾气,功课不好之外...<br />在人与人之间的沟通技巧上更是什么都不知...不明...不晓...<br />在中三认识了他(HOU)...tanjung sepat 的KH...<br />开始认识时应该不是中三因为我外婆家也在TS...<br />只是在中三和你相处得较久...较多...较亲...<br />发现你真的很厉害和人沟通...<br />不管是谁...从认识到不认识都能聊啊...玩啊...甚至作弄...<br />真的很厉害吧...<br />然后在逗人笑方面更是厉害...<br />虽然我笑点低可是每当他说笑时都不只我在笑的...<br />因为他的人很好相处...<br />慢慢地...我也试着主动与人沟通...<br />开开玩笑(可是每次都好像很冷)...<br />真的很开心能认识他...<br />在今年虽然不同班...可是我们的友谊还是永远不变的吧...<br />然而中四我也不懂自己做了什么...<br />没什么在改变...<br />可是就在今年...中五了...<br />虽然只是中五的开端...可是我已经被影响了...<br />可是是好的啦...<br />一直以来都和我同班的他(Z.JIN)...<br />以前都还会对他有点畏惧而远离的他...<br />万万想不到在今年我们两个突然那么要好...<br />其实仔细想一想这一切的开始都是源于你对我的信任和坦诚...<br />从来都没有那么被信任的感觉...<br />而你的信任和坦诚更让我也把我的信任给予你...<br />有自己信任的人感觉真的真的很好的...<br />不管大小事都不需太烦恼...因为一定会有个人愿意和你分担...<br />而他的影响也让我坦白的在昨天告诉LUN一些有点怪的事...<br />虽然说了是有点尴尬有点怪...<br />不过应该一切还好吧...<br />真的很感谢JIN你对我的信任更感谢从你那儿学来的信任的勇气...<br />虽然以后大家可能各奔东西了...<br />不过这一切的一切将会是我中学生涯难忘的回忆...<br />FOREVER FRENS to all my fren...<br />更希望好友们永不遗忘我们之间的友谊...<br />虽然现在说离别有点早...<br />不过差不多该有心理准备了吧...<br />写到这都有点鼻酸了...<br />不过不管怎样真的真的很开心也觉得自己很幸福因为有你们这些好友...<br />这应该也是在我１７年的人生内最珍贵又让人抢不走的东西吧...<br />友谊长存．．．</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-2802590040094422171?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-22634839073056115172009-03-05T22:08:00.002+08:002009-03-05T22:46:41.874+08:00其实啊...<br />我真的是一个很容易感动的人...<br />不管是语言,行为或戏剧...<br />这些的一点一滴...<br />如果有感人的成分在内我的内心也会受到影响...<br />就像看模范棒棒堂/超级星光大道...<br />淘汰时...那种画面加上那些感人的语言...<br />如果旁边没人我就一定会流下泪水...<br />那种感人的爱情片更不需要说...<br />(虽然我看起来不像那么有感情)...<br />但我还记得有一年我的生日...<br />朋友们真的真的给了我一个惊喜...<br />那天你们就说去AH GIRL 的家...<br />原本还说太累了不想去...<br />不过在你们的热情邀请下...<br />我去了(忘了那天是不是15号,不过好像不是)...<br />不过我真的很开心也很惊喜...<br />真的让我非常难忘...<br />(不过我也记得CHUAN说HAR?原来是要庆祝我的生日,他都不懂)...<br />很没有心hor?<br />哈哈...<br />在这里真的该跟你们致谢吧...<br />我也是一个相当固执的人...<br />只要是我认为是对的...我一定会做...<br />不管对他人而言有没有理...<br />只要在我眼中是理就行了...<br />就因为有这种想法,才能让我比较有勇气(虽然有时演变成冲动)...<br />固执+不喜欢输...我就是酱了...<br />坚持己见...就算可能会输都会死不认的...<br />一定要吵到赢为止(KOK.J就最清楚这点了吧...哈哈)...<br />而对于我自己喜欢的东西我会不嫌苦,累及闷地做...<br />就像我宁愿用时间来写部落格都懒得去写文章...<br />我宁愿不够睡都爱玩DOTA...<br />就算唱歌不是很好都还是会上MEETOTO唱...<br />就算很累只要看一些有趣的节目什么疲惫都没了...<br />而对自己喜欢的东西会有一分坚持(虽然有些东西久了就不喜欢了)...<br />而我觉得部落格应该可以让我写很久都不腻吧...<br />上次有谈到我的妹妹吧...<br />其实她真的很令人讨厌...<br />不但会让妈妈生气...人又笨,成绩中等(应该是中下吧)...<br />最令我讨厌的就是她的性格了...<br />每次爱和我吵...而当然她赢的可能是1/1000 啦...<br />每次又和我争电脑...<br />请人帮她时真的是没礼貌...<br />真不懂为什么她会和我与我姐姐相差那么多...<br />我姐姐为人好...<br />成绩好(中上层)...人又不错的美...脾气更是好...<br />哎哟真怀疑妹妹是捡回来的...<br />所以我是一个很讨厌妹妹比较喜欢姐姐的人...<br />而在我心中更有一个永远不可能达成的心愿...<br />那就是从小就很希望有一个哥哥可以跟我分享一切...<br />爱护我...分享烦恼...帮助我解决问题...<br />一个值得我骄傲的哥哥...<br />不过还好...没哥哥还有一个不错的姐姐...<br />只是她是女生没能那么比有哥哥更亲密...<br />只是希望我的妹妹会变更好...要不然快点嫁出去算了(虽然现在才干5)...<br />这次就到此为止吧...<br />哈哈..记得继续FOLLOW我哦...(^.^)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-2263483907305611517?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-77549661708578091902009-03-04T22:14:00.004+08:002009-03-05T22:08:37.265+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >我...就是世界独特的我...<br />唯一的我...<br />但我就是这样...<br />一路以来,慢慢地变化...<br />但我就是喜欢这样的自己...<br />在我的心里...<br />我最大的致命伤(缺点)就是太过情绪化,更会跟着情绪做事(所谓的EQ低)...<br />虽然尽量改了...<br />还是需要一点时间吧...<br />记得以前,刚上中学就读了一所马来人很多的学校...<br />不久就转去现在这所MES了...<br />当时很讨厌...因为听说很多BARIAH的人...<br />有身型的我缺的只是那一点的胆量...<br />不过很快地,我武装起自己...<br />让自己有凶狠又不好欺负的样子(原本应该也很难欺负了吧)...<br />第一年与好友们不同班...因为迟入校不过还是有与ZF同班啦...<br />算是我最幸运的事了...<br />因为很想与好友同班的我真的努力了...<br />在第二年终于达成愿望...<br />不过,我真的不一样了...<br />不再友善,开不起玩笑,很小气(虽然以前小学好像也是有一点这样)...<br />不过那时真的是神经过敏的那种...<br />虽然有时不表现出来但心里总会有刺...<br />不知何时,开始发觉自己的恐怖(我自己都有点怕)...<br />不知所错,开始控制自乐观...多笑...别介意...<br />当时还真的很幸运...<br />虽然我每次每次那么无理地对他发脾气...<br />他还是一次又一次地忍耐(当时的我就算知错也不会去道歉)...<br />说真的...他的好还真的慢慢让我学起来(只是说脾气哦LUN你别太得意)...<br />不过我还是在这里很诚心的跟你说谢谢...<br />虽然现在的你整天黏着YQ...<br />不过曾经是好友的你对我来说是永远都不变的...<br />到了今天,情绪控制是有点进步...<br />但是在这同时我发现了自己的一点点小坏处...<br />就在最近得到了一位相当知心的朋友(以前就是朋友就突然间很好了)...<br />就在分享当中...发现了一点问题...<br />他说我的心机很重哦(从来都没想过)...<br />到现在还是有点迷惑不解...<br />不过对我来说,这所谓的心机只是在得罪/我不喜欢的人才会用吧...<br />有时我很开心因为有这种计谋...<br />不过我觉得我也有我的好...<br />就是我为人相当的直...<br />喜欢与不喜欢的表现只要仔细观察就懂了...<br />当然我是对好友很坦诚的(只是有时很爱玩)...<br />对于我信任的人,我会毫无保留地分享...<br />但是我给与的信任当然只会有一次...<br />如果想用我给予的信任来换取别人的信任/对于我给你的信任在那儿玩玩...<br />很抱歉...你将永远只会是我的玩友...<br />不会是朋友更不可能是好友...甚至会是敌人...<br />不但如此,现在的我虽然不会很重视面子不过还是要看场合和对象...<br />在家里,我是一个不喜欢做家务的人...<br />不过为了不惹妈妈生气还是会做...<br />但是最讨厌的妹妹总会拖累我中骂...<br />所以我总是用尽办法来逃避(看脸色做人)...<br />真不知要说妹妹是傻还是笨...<br />看脸色都不会...<br />所以只要一被拖累了...我的火也是被燃起了...<br />有时顶嘴要不然就摆脸色...或是进去房间对一切不理不睬...<br />没有火时就静静地听经咯....<br />所以我觉得自己还是满会做人的....<br />还有很多啊...下次再写吧^.^<br />想更知道我?慢慢FOLLOW我哦...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-7754966170857809190?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-8900425630802488402009-03-02T16:00:00.004+08:002009-03-02T16:41:51.755+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">其实我非常讨厌这个世界的那种长幼有别的制度...<br />所谓的长辈就是老师,爸妈和其他的长者了...<br />我所讨厌的并不是要尊敬他们...<br />而是为什么一定要听他们的呢?<br />就因为那所谓的年纪,人生经验及身份所以他们一定对?<br />他们做错的,讲错的,教错的...<br />我们都不能反驳吗?!<br />我们一定要听吗?!<br />难道就因为比我们老几年,他们就是神了?<br />他们所犯的错不必去修正,去改变吗?<br />但我们一犯错我们就被判死刑(就是一定会受到一定程度上的处罚/训话)...<br />从以前到现在,我的周围都发生了不少这种事...<br />就像最近啊...我班的同学都懂吧...<br />我真的很不明白为什么那个老师在凶些什么...<br />虽然有几位同学是爱开玩笑(这样一来班才不会死气沉沉不是吗?)...<br />不过在她的节时我们也没有很吵(我自己觉得啦,不过我真的没吵)...<br />为什么她要突然发飙呢?<br />就这样摆出一种高高在上的感觉...<br />就连今天教书也不断地显示她是老师(就在那儿用她的权力)...<br />一直一直的说了一大堆有的没的...<br />就连YM答问题明明是对的...<br />她还质疑YM然后问YM说ARE　Ｕ SURE ?<br />YM很肯定的说SURE...I CHECK FROM REVISION BOOK...<br />她问：WHR THE BOOK?<br />YM:AT HOME...<br />但她就叫ＹＭ起身来教训ＹＭ...<br />说什么她是老师对她说话要有礼貌...<br />不过我觉得ＹＭ已经很有礼貌地回答她了...<br />在课堂的尾声还跟我们做了个约定（其实像是威胁)...<br />她：IF YOU GOOD TO ME,I WILL BE GOOD TO YOU...<br /> IF YOU HARSH TO ME, I WILL BE HARSH TO YOU TOO...<br />(这简直就是威胁了不是吗？因为她是老师不听的话就去见纪律主任／辅导老师）<br />她还说：WE MAKE A DEAL OK?(就是叫我们在她节时乖乖听话就是了）...<br />除了这件事之外．．．<br />相信我校的同学都因该知道以前有人写老师的坏话所以被抓去问话．．．<br />为什么我们身为学生不能在网上发表自己内心的感受吗？<br />这样也在他们的管辖范围内？<br />今天有一项报告跟让人难以接受．．．<br />就是叫我们不要在学校附近的那个ＭＡＭＡ档（不管上课前／放学后）．．．<br />原因不大明确．．．<br />但他报告说学校２ＫＭ内都是学校的管辖范围．．．<br />那不是很大？（人家的家都可以管了咯）．．．<br />除了这件事剩下来我遇到这种一定要听的就是家了．．．<br />家的我就不讲了（因为家醜不外扬）．．．<br />在看我部落格的你又有什么感受呢？<br />你难道不认同吗？</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-890042563080248840?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-76225399828253058712009-02-28T19:40:00.006+08:002009-03-03T15:07:46.132+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">其实啊...<br />我相信大家因该也有这种我的朋友在你眼中不是朋友的经验吧...<br />有时候啊...朋友之间起了冲突和误会...<br />那么可能会在私底下谈论...<br />被谈论的对象也许是你的朋友(A君)...<br />可是在谈论的也是你的朋友(B君)...<br />当A在谈的时候...<br />也许你会有点认可他的缺点...<br />不过重点在与,你能不能接受...<br />就像有时会谈到Z朋友啊...<br />朋友们都觉得他有点<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">过度自信</span>(难听点叫自恋)...<br />自恋其实没什么不好...<br />因为他能变成一种笑点...<br />不过Z的自恋来得来得及有点认真...<br />对我来说那是还好啦...<br />不过有些人会有点<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">顶不顺</span>...<br />就会在某次喝茶的时候开始高谈了...<br />如果心情好的话,我就会替Z说些好话...<br />心情若平常就静静地待在一旁听...<br />要是心情不好可能就会一起参与话题了(我的EQ确实有点低)...<br />不过都还好...<br />因为Z同学真的不会令人讨厌到怎样严重的程度(也许要谢谢他那具有喜感的脸)...<br />曾经在以前认为S同学是一个很好的朋友...<br />一开始认识时,他待你很好...<br />日子久了...<br />让人觉得S真的<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">极度令人讨厌</span>...<br />在我讨厌S之前,已经有人传他的坏事了...<br />我还一度地以为那只是误会...<br />日子久了...终于验证了一切...<br />他的为人其实很假...<br />一开始认识你对你是如此地礼貌与尊敬...<br />更会不断地帮助你...<br />时间一久,他就会露出他那条<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">狗尾</span>了...<br />不再帮你...整个人变得很<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LC</span>...<br />还会不断地损你(而且是很认真的样子有点像<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">羞辱人家</span>)...<br />还会拼命地<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">炫耀</span>某些能力(自以为只有他有的能力)...<br />曾经有过众叛亲离的样子(就是朋友们都远离他跟他说话的因该几乎是1,2个罢了)...<br />不过还是死性不改...<br />依然爱<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">LC</span>别人(虽然最近没在LC我/别人了)...<br />不过恨太深,太久了...<br />真的打从心底地讨厌还是存在...<br />完全不信他已经变了(他的个性很难令人相信,因为为人真的太假了)...<br />虽然有些朋友已经不再那么讨厌他了...<br />不过我真的太讨厌LC的人了...<br />完全没办法原谅他(也找不到原谅他的理由)...<br />J朋友是在我眼中算是好朋友而S最好是一个陌生人吧...<br />对我来说朋友之间互相信任很重要...<br />我是一个绝对不会用一个人的信任来换取另一个人的信任...<br />这是一个很蠢的想法,因为到最后没人会信你...<br />(说着别人肯诚心跟我们分享的秘密决不会用来换取令一个人的秘密/信任)...<br />在我身边其实也有这种人...希望要注意...也许你只是不经意地说出来...<br />哎呀,谈到信任去了...<br />不过就是希望我的朋友都会是你的朋友...<br />而如果S是你的朋友的话,也许我还暂时没办法把他当成朋友...<br />就连以前大家讨厌的M同学...现在也算是进入朋友阶段了...<br />就真的只有S真的很难放下对你的讨厌!!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-7622539982825305871?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-82111667000619301862009-02-28T02:36:00.000+08:002009-02-28T03:08:44.219+08:00哎哟...有些人拼命让我在部落格内写他写他...<br />没办法咯...既然是好友就随意地写一点来应酬吧...<br />其实啊,我觉得除了志锦和威伦啊...你最好玩了啦...<br />因为样子关系吧...长得有点欠揍却带点可爱...<br />说起话来有点BARIAH却带点幽默...<br />身高永远是你的致命伤...而我.......你也懂吧<br />哈哈...<br />以前的你真的很难玩啊...<br />看起来小小...<br />小小的头,小小的手,小小的脚甚至小小的气(小气)...<br />当互损得有点过分的时候,就会气了(虽然我好像也一样)...<br />甚至看起来有点可怜,可是呢我一定不吃这一套的咯...<br />面子是我最重视的东西了...<br />我绝不放下身段跟你道歉的(就算有时动粗了,有点内疚)...<br />不过很幸运地,今年感觉上你长高了哦(不过一直吃长高药,会又副作用的)...<br />肚量也大了...所以啊在学校不跟你一天吵一次就好相少了些趣味...<br />哈哈...<br />虽然你看起来能接受不过啊,为了不影响我们的友情...<br />我还是跟你说不好意思哦(虽然有点厚脸皮)...<br />如果你真的不能接受就对我说吧...<br />我一定会在损你的程度上拿捏得刚刚好的(虽然我觉得已经拿捏得很好了)...<br />其实啊,对我而言你算是不错了...<br />只是觉得还没到与你分享秘密的程度罢了(就是你的嘴巴感觉很不紧密)...<br />直到现在啊...我只与ZJ讲...<br />连WL都没有,因为他有点让我觉得重色轻友...<br />不过先在不说他们就说你吧...<br />请你的DOTA功力加强一点啦...<br />不要一直LC别人可是却FEED人家...<br />虽然有时程度不错,可是可以不要那么不STABLE吗?<br />哎哟...越写越多了啦...<br />忘记我原本想随便应酬的...<br />最后一句...<br />你什么咖?(你的座右铭)<br />可以不要讲了吗?听都听到烦死了!!!<br />国劲啊...我真的真的没在写你...<br />我说,我真的真的没在写你...<br />我说,我真的真的没在写你...<br />我说,我真的真的没在写你咯!!!!<br />怎么说都不会听...<br />真没脑...让我烦恼...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-8211166700061930186?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7041157851803037814.post-5860973804857529612009-02-28T00:50:00.000+08:002009-02-28T01:14:48.190+08:00其实啊...我对你不讨厌也并不喜欢...<br />不是因为你的品行还是什么...<br />跟不是因为你做错了什么...<br />100%的不会是你的样子...<br />唯一的原因是你古怪又让人摸不着头脑的举动...<br />可能因为如此我对你不是很有好感及当朋友都觉得有点陌生...<br />虽然不懂你有没有看或是懂不懂我说的就是你...<br />但是我觉得就算再陌生你不会是我讨厌的一个人...<br />因为目前我最肚懒的一个人是一个很LC的家伙...<br />我最近没看他LC我或者别人了...<br />不过因为和爱得太深是同样的道理来的...<br />恨久了很难才能把那感觉放下...<br />哎呀,谈到另一个人了...<br />没关系,总而言之一句话...<br />当不成朋友,你决不会是我的敌人...<br />顶多是一个陌生人罢了...<br />或许你自己也发现最近你的人缘也没有很好...<br />希望你自己好好地想想吧...<br />在同一个学校内,真不希望会多一个讨厌的人...<br />虽然说得好像有点狠,不过如果你不能接受就算了...<br />你想把我当你的敌人都无所谓,因为我只希望你会变得更好...<br />TIZ IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD...<br />我是好人哦!!! ^.^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7041157851803037814-586097380485752961?l=yung0215.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>强强http://www.blogger.com/profile/04788845264231700185noreply@blogger.com1